MISSING MY SISTER!
Once upon a time my sister
had left to qatar
i am very happy , as now i am free from that fighter..
i dont at all miss her
as she was a crusher of my freedom
she thinks she is my master
why cant she be a builder of my confidence??
she shouldn’t act superior
as she was a annoyer..
i dont at all miss her….
this particular piece of thing [ i do'nt realli mind whatever you call it] was written by li’ll ME for an english rhyming word exercise in school .. it sounds very naive and stupid now! my teacher laughed her lungs out then i dont know why!
but apparently my sister was waiting in the qatar airport when i found this piece of **** …n i realized i miss her like crazy!!!
*sister* is something the best that happened to me !!!
i love u sis!!
conversation!
XYZ: hey
ME: im bored
XYZ:sounds very not interesting why u are not unbored,so what else
ME:nothing interesting!!!
XYZ:are u actually taking notes or u just faking it..man things are so very boring..need to find a new hobby!
ME:yeah
XYZ:tell me something i dunno about u !!?
ME: im a very cold person.
XYZ: i am very hot but thts something u already know!and i am very selfish,i do somethings for the sake of me..
ME: obviously im not totally selfless either!!
XYZ:no but i am more selfish than u think,i am very devious in my thoughts i play wid people like a game for my sick pleasure!
ME:isnt it terrific you know what you’re doing n still do it?what do u think about it,good or bad?
XYZ:good in the sense by me acting like this,i can get mad at someone and yell at them for no reason and get that off my chest and not hurt anyone..see if im obnoxious all the time i dont have to worry about people getting hurt!
XYZ:like i can completely curse off someone and actually mean but they dont get hurt cuz they think im just joking around!
ME:so its more like your making people accustomed to your behaviour.Your exploiting the vulnerability as much as u can becoz there is no resistance backwards??
XYZ:pretty much yeah but they dont know that!
ME:thats what i meant too
XYZ:kinda fucked up aint it??i act obnoxious cause i can get away with ..
ME: you are afraid of getting rid of it??
XYZ:do u want the brutal honest truth?
ME: yeah why not!??
XYZ
k i think i’ve a group of friends because i get bored, other than that i have no need for friends..i have no relation to any of u..all of you grew up in a completely different environment from me..i will never understand how u people feel and the intensity of your emotions and u guys will never understand my feelings…i dont have anyone similar to me.
ME:that explains a lot!!
XYZ:for instance i hear things i dont give a shit about and pretend i care…honestly if someone is sad it doesnt concern me ,i ask if they’re ok just because the society is made up that way..if someone gets hurt i dont care unless its me..if someone is happy i dont care ,i simply piss people off because i can…….i only care about myself, i am the most important person i know,i dont care who does what or they did that, its all the stuff i listen to prevent myself from going insane in this place, its the show i play everyday,same script, just do what you have to do,i drink because im bored!!!!
ME: ok [ already dumb] but isnt it like you are trying hard to run away from something ?? may be the reality??/????
p.s : ionno what was going on in the convo except that im the one replying!!does it make any sense what xyz was talking?? or does it realli have to make some sense???
The Blues!!!
When I am not involved in most things concerning her
When I am not held in charge for what she does
When I am not really bothering about her destiny
When I am nothing but the last soul she is gonna come up to,
When we still are dramatically connected to each other, though
When things don’t seem stable enough
When they are going out of the precincts, that is
When I feel I am vulnerable and empty
So that is when I see nothing but the
Encyclopedia of emptyness buried deep in me!
That is when it keeps coming alive and
Reminding me the essence of the whole human feeling called
“Friendship” in my melancholy chambers!!
THE RETURN of RanDomNEsSS!!!
im happy to get an access to the internet after soo long!!!!
yippeee!!!!!!
im crazy
exam tomorrow
saturation already asusual!!!!
any help??
MY random diary page !!!
such things are a result of insomnia!!!i act truly jobless sometimes though i am!!i realli dunno why i posted this randomly!!
IN A HURRY!!
IM gonna leave to my med school in 10 more min ![]()
DUH!! itz gonna be wierd n happy at the same time leaving home n getting back to college n eggjams n all crap!!
i’ll miss babbling in my own space for quite sometime then!!:(
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back to the ground actually not pavilion…shud start batting ,bouncing n whtnot!!!
LOoking forward to my Psychiatry postings!!! lol!!
i used to use blogger a while ago but then stopped n again felt like going bak:
flirting with randomness
so this is it
p.s: im in love with the flirtiness[is tht the word??]
do visit it !!! ![]()
cheers!!
keep blogging !!
Siesta!!
I doubt how I fell asleep on the floor
In the hours of daylight!!!!
I guess the idiot box had some serious
Sedating effect on my sleeping abilities
Coz I’ve never been a morning sleeper
But this time it kinda jazzed me up after
Waking up owing to my insomniac qualities
Felt like I missed a major part of the evening
Including the every day pani-puri
My mommy darling was dead set against waking me up coz
She found peace n harmony in the house sans me!
Poor mother!but the dozzing off chipped in more
joie de vivre for the rest of the darkness!!
Come on letz rule the silences!!!
p.s: yea powernap!!! ![]()
p.p.s: I dozzed off watching some stupid si cinemah which starred very young saif ..lol
Tagged !!!
LAST TIMES…
1. Last beverage: lemonade2. Last phone call: psycho-my frend
3. Last text message: from gees!
4. Last song you listened to:subah subah…
5. Last time you cried:been 2 days …
HAVE YOU EVER...
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on? yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? Yes
9. Lost someone special?!: yea
10. Been depressed? Yes11. Been drunk and threw up? no drinking …no throwing up
LIST YOUR FAVORITE THINGS:
12.my passion for the things I like
13. my profession
14. Coffee and more coffeeFIRSTS :
15. Made new friends: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Yes
17. Laughed until you cried:almost always!
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes , after loads of crap happened
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
HAVE YOU:
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: yes!!
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 90 % of them on Orkut/FB
23. How many kids do you want to have: 124. Do you have any pets: No…
25. Do you want to change your name: never
26. What did you do for your last birthday: my results were out the same day !!so partied 27. What time did you wake up today: 8:00am (vacation time!! )
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: browsing about SEO
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29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : the year 2013!!
30. Last time you saw your father: 7 hrs ago31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: change is constant so I don’t bother about it much
32. Most visited web page: www.google.com [its become my lifeline]www.facebook.com [for the crazy quizzes]WHATS YOUR:
33. Passion : writing,shouting,listening,blah-blahing n staring!
34. Nicknames: yoji,yo,yoj,jerry!
35. Zodiac sign: Virgo
36. Male or female or transgender : Female.
37. Elementary: MVM
38. School: MVM/Hyd
39. Colleges: Narayana , NRI med college
40. Hair color: Black / Brown
41. Long or short: medium
42. Height: 5. 38 ‘
43. Do you have a crush on someone- nopes
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44. Ever been in love?: not exactly!!??
45. Piercings: ears
46. Tattoos? Nah!!
47. Righty or lefty: righty
48. First surgery: not till date
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49. First piercing: while I was 5
50. First best friend: my dad..now ,then n always!
51. First sport you loved:running![cuz all I did was hit n run]:P…
52. First pet : no pets please!!!
53. First vacation: rajasthan
54. First concert:violin by some very old musician- just Fab!!…
55. First crush:this guy from school [?]
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RIGHT NOW:
56. Eating: dark chocolate
57. Drinking: Water on the rocks
58. I’m about to:clean my inbox !!lol
59. Listening to: my AC ‘s grunt!!
60. Waiting for:my dad to come home and fall asleep,so that I can rule the silence!
YOUR FUTURE :
61. Want kids:? Mm yea
62. Want to get married? Not any sooner though yes
63. Careers in mind? Predetermined already!!
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
64. Lips or eyes: Eyes
65. Hugs or kisses: Both
66. Shorter or taller: taller
67. Older or Younger: Older
68. Romantic or spontaneous:hilarious J!!
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice brains ?:D
70. Sensitive or loud: both
71. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship definitely72. Trouble maker or hesitant: both J
HAVE YOU EVER :
73. Kissed a stranger: Noo !!a stranger kissed me
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74. Lost glasses/contacts: sumtimes !!!
76. Broken someone’s heart: yea for own good[I knw im mean here] !
77. Had your own heart broken: nooo …
78. Been arrested: duh
?!
79. Turned someone down: Yes
80. Cried when someone died:yes ..
81. Liked a friend that is a girl? ofcourse
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
81. Yourself: I do ..very much…
82. Miracles:nopes
83. God: nah …
84. Love at first sight: ahem! nope
85. Heaven: yea!coffee-rain,AC-sweat,mom-dad n me! J
86. Santa Claus: Hehehehee..
87. Kiss on the first date? Stop joking ???!!!
88. Angels: nah sounds kiddish.
89. Devils: there is a darker side ..yea I guess…
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
90. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Any random person ..lol!
91. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? No
92. Wanted to kill someone ever? Yeaaa,I already made a hit list)
93. Among you blog mates, whom would you like to kiss?nah no one !!! :p
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later?where do my instincts go after all!!
95. Wanted to steal you friend’s boyfriend / girlfriend?no interesting persons to steal!!…
Associate with something you wear:
96. White: dresses
97. Black: jeans,shoes,sweat pants,kohl,
98. Pink: shirts
99. Red: red??? No red
… yea Tee’s
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? Yea yea yea !!
Women stand to lose about eight years of productive life to smoking
