MY random diary page !!!
such things are a result of insomnia!!!i act truly jobless sometimes though i am!!i realli dunno why i posted this randomly!!
IN A HURRY!!
IM gonna leave to my med school in 10 more min 
DUH!! itz gonna be wierd n happy at the same time leaving home n getting back to college n eggjams n all crap!!
i’ll miss babbling in my own space for quite sometime then!!:( 
back to the ground actually not pavilion…shud start batting ,bouncing n whtnot!!!
LOoking forward to my Psychiatry postings!!! lol!!
i used to use blogger a while ago but then stopped n again felt like going bak:
flirting with randomness
so this is it
p.s: im in love with the flirtiness[is tht the word??]
do visit it !!! 
cheers!!
keep blogging !!
Siesta!!
I doubt how I fell asleep on the floor
In the hours of daylight!!!!
I guess the idiot box had some serious
Sedating effect on my sleeping abilities
Coz I’ve never been a morning sleeper
But this time it kinda jazzed me up after
Waking up owing to my insomniac qualities
Felt like I missed a major part of the evening
Including the every day pani-puri
My mommy darling was dead set against waking me up coz
She found peace n harmony in the house sans me!
Poor mother!but the dozzing off chipped in more
joie de vivre for the rest of the darkness!!
Come on letz rule the silences!!!
p.s: yea powernap!!! 
p.p.s: I dozzed off watching some stupid si cinemah which starred very young saif ..lol
Tagged !!!
LAST TIMES…
1. Last beverage: lemonade2. Last phone call: psycho-my frend
3. Last text message: from gees!
4. Last song you listened to:subah subah…
5. Last time you cried:been 2 days …
HAVE YOU EVER...
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on? yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? Yes
9. Lost someone special?!: yea
10. Been depressed? Yes11. Been drunk and threw up? no drinking …no throwing up
LIST YOUR FAVORITE THINGS:
12.my passion for the things I like
13. my profession
14. Coffee and more coffeeFIRSTS :
15. Made new friends: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Yes
17. Laughed until you cried:almost always!
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes , after loads of crap happened
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
HAVE YOU:
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: yes22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 90 % of them on Orkut/FB
23. How many kids do you want to have: 124. Do you have any pets: No…
25. Do you want to change your name: never
26. What did you do for your last birthday: my results were out the same day !!so partied 27. What time did you wake up today: 8:00am (vacation time!! )
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: browsing about SEO
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : the year 2013!!
30. Last time you saw your father: 7 hrs ago31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: change is constant so I don’t bother about it much
32. Most visited web page: www.google.com [its become my lifeline]www.facebook.com [for the crazy quizzes]WHATS YOUR:
33. Passion : writing,shouting,listening,blah-blahing n staring!
34. Nicknames: yoji,yo,yoj,jerry!
35. Zodiac sign: Virgo
36. Male or female or transgender : Female.
37. Elementary: MVM
38. School: MVM/Hyd
39. Colleges: Narayana , NRI med college
40. Hair color: Black / Brown
41. Long or short: medium
42. Height: 5. 38 ‘
43. Do you have a crush on someone- nopes
44. Ever been in love?: not exactly!!??
45. Piercings: ears
46. Tattoos? Nah!!
47. Righty or lefty: righty
48. First surgery: not till date
49. First piercing: while I was 5
50. First best friend: my dad..now ,then n always!
51. First sport you loved:running![cuz all I did was hit n run]:P…
52. First pet : no pets please!!!
53. First vacation: rajasthan
54. First concert:violin by some very old musician- just Fab!!…
55. First crush:this guy from school [?]
RIGHT NOW:
56. Eating: dark chocolate
57. Drinking: Water on the rocks
58. I’m about to:clean my inbox !!lol
59. Listening to: my AC ‘s grunt!!
60. Waiting for:my dad to come home and fall asleep,so that I can rule the silence!
YOUR FUTURE :
61. Want kids:? Mm yea
62. Want to get married? Not any sooner though yes
63. Careers in mind? Predetermined already!!
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
64. Lips or eyes: Eyes
65. Hugs or kisses: Both
66. Shorter or taller: taller
67. Older or Younger: Older
68. Romantic or spontaneous:hilarious J!!
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice brains ?:D
70. Sensitive or loud: both
71. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship definitely72. Trouble maker or hesitant: both J
HAVE YOU EVER :
73. Kissed a stranger: Noo !!a stranger kissed me
74. Lost glasses/contacts: sumtimes !!!
76. Broken someone’s heart: yea for own good[I knw im mean here] !
77. Had your own heart broken: nooo …
78. Been arrested: duh
79. Turned someone down: Yes
80. Cried when someone died:yes ..
81. Liked a friend that is a girl? ofcourse
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
81. Yourself: I do ..very much…
82. Miracles:nopes
83. God: nah …
84. Love at first sight: ahem! nope
85. Heaven: yea!coffee-rain,AC-sweat,mom-dad n me! J
86. Santa Claus: Hehehehee..
87. Kiss on the first date? Stop joking ???!!!
88. Angels: nah sounds kiddish.
89. Devils: there is a darker side ..yea I guess…
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
90. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Any random person ..lol!
91. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? No
92. Wanted to kill someone ever? Yeaaa,I already made a hit list93. Among you blog mates, whom would you like to kiss?nah no one !!! :p
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later?where do my instincts go after all!!
95. Wanted to steal you friend’s boyfriend / girlfriend?no interesting persons to steal!!…
Associate with something you wear:
96. White: dresses
97. Black: jeans,shoes,sweat pants,kohl,
98. Pink: shirts
99. Red: red??? No red
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? Yea yea yea !!
No smoking!!
Why do people smoke??
i dont even wanna know the so called smart explanations!! they argue that smoking is their right and they can do whatever they please with their bodies, some call it the ‘in thing’, someother do it cuz their friends say they should ,n some more say they wanna get a relief from all the tensions lifez been giving em !! duh??
.ugh! but whatever , why do these people[read it the smokers community]do it straight away on peoples faces[read it second hand smoking].
the direct smokers-has to face all the inevitable effects anyways as a part of their own chosen fate]
LOL! who else could know how are they gonna die if not for chronic chain smokers!one should appreciate their fearlessness and dont give a damn attitude!
But the passive smokers,whom we call ’the second hand smokers’-are the victims in reality be it voluntarily like male or female counterparts,spouses,colleagues or the involuntary victims like kids of smoking parents or random persons who are not concerned or at restaurants or public places!!
i know many doctors myself who are chronic smokers!!how shame n pity!err!! who save em??
nOte : * passive smoke i.e, the second hand smoke from the smoldering end of a cigarette and smoke exhaled by the smoker has more carcinogens[cancer causing agents] and causes lung ailments,cancers,bronchitis,asthma n what not n what ever!
——->>> does that even mean something meaningful??? “statutory warning”!! why do they print it in the first place if people doesnt care?? And my biggest question —>> why do they manufacture tobacco in the first place??[ i dont know if this has a reasonable and explainable answer,if yes do let me know!!] ,,
<<—>> ban in the public places should be followed stringently to completely avoid passive smoking n save some innocent souls from the bad spirits!! n god bless those souls who cannot avoid it!!
—>> p.s. : mostly effetcs kids n pets!!! so please keep away from ur kids and pets if u love em !!!
—->>p.p.s. : [ all these impromptu thougts cuz of the random person on a busy, heavy traffic road smoking right away on my face n giving me why do u stare kinda looks in return]!!
p.p.p.s.: R.I.P [ rest in peace all the legendary souls turned into ashes due to smoke] n dont get driven away by songs like beedi jalaile
pain!!
how painful would it be if some onez screwing a big size needle very hard in to your bone without anaesthesia?? u would probably scream your
lungs out ? everybody would!
but i was told to calm down a kid who was undergoing this very painful bone marrow infusion
!! it was indeed a herculean task to hold the kid
gosh! then i felt
why is something beneficial so painful like hell!
such a pain in the neck..med school sometimes!! 
Pollution!
[what i randomly felt like writing today even ages after realizing !!]
car pooling people!!!
heard about it eh!!! one of the bestest ways to
1. save gas,
2.save money,
3.save others n ur life span by lessening smoke emissions
4. save the surroundings from getting grimy!!
5. could also lead to lesser amount of traffic hassles!! coz 5 poeple going in a single car sounds better than going in 5 different cars n honking like frustrated donkeys on very slim size zero roads ,pissing themselves n otherz!
though it is not as convinient as going in ur own one royally but still u cud be able to do something to save mother earth !! lol like people working in the same offices or same localities or going to same colleges or schools…going to shop!!whatever it cud be!!!
look at me …i always travel in my friend’s !!! to avoid spoiling my car on the jam
-packed roads!!;)well that cud be a reason too ,though its dumb!
else do the very IN thing this season
buy a bicycle n try riding it to ur office…that’ll be the smartest idea!!u could even ignore the traffic jams then!!be a smart sportive chap!! this way u could even skip ur gym classes!! n do a lot good to urself n the surroundings!!! look at me again ..i take my bicycle n go around in the mornings for a ride n actually like the ogles from onlookers!!! lol it gives u feel good factor!!
try them!!! they would really be an appreciable effort!!worth it i say!! it worked wonders too…
lemme know if it worked for u!
p.s: this is not a sudden enlightenment i had,but my insight in to this issue is very deep n came out this way!!
p.p.s:why dont we ardently crave for a strong public transport system in hyderabad n the state than all eyes on the poor man’z car ‘nano’!!
First time!!
well everything does have a first time.. like me learning to inject a needle in to sumbody elsez flesh!!!
woah!!!i had mixed feelings when the doc told us that hez gonna show us what to do!! as always half attentive me- was day dreaming !! n then so comes my turn….i take the loaded thing in to my hands n hold it like a pen [[got screwed later for tht]…one cud see tht omg !!! reaction on my face…i kept peeking at the doc’s face but hez no way concerned about my feelings…
vice-versa too…. so i just look at the focussed part ignoring the baby’s face n frightening noises..n proceeded!!! oooopss!!! i just went in !!! whoa!!!!
SUCCESSs!!!! indeed!!!
but then i was’nt happy or sad after that for heaven’s sake!!!
whatever!!
hrt ayam iti..
tasmad hrdayam ..ahar ahar va
evam vit swargam lokam eti.
HE is in the heart..and so t he heart is full of compassion,anyone who knows this evolves day by day and finds the kingdom within!!!
p.s: so now who is he???
